July 29th , 312608 Notes
Do you ever feel like you’re just so far away from where you want to be in life?
❝ Repeat this until you understand it: I do not need people who do not need me. ❞
- (via c0ntemplations)
❝ Happiness is the only thing we can give without having ❞
- The saddest thing anyone has told me (via narcotic)
I crave the innocent acts of affection. Hold my hand and rub your thumb against my knuckles. Kiss my forehead or my nose. Just hold me tight in your arms. Rub my back or play with my hair. Draw circles on my back with your fingers. Play footsie with me. Kiss my knuckles when you are holding my hand. Kiss my cheek when you wrap your arms around me from behind. Tuck my hair behind my ear before you kiss my lips. Whisper how much you love me in my ear. I’m sure sex is great don’t get me wrong, but doing innocent intimacy will make my heart race like no other.
WHAT I HAVE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO PUT INTO WORDS
❝ The truth is, I’m scared. Im scared that you’re going to lose interest and decide that I’m not as amazing as you thought I was. I’m scared that you’re going to find someone better. I’m terrified that one day you’re going to walk out of my life and I’ll be left alone to pick up the pieces. I don’t want to stop dreaming about a future with you. ❞
- Letters to you (please stay)
❝ Marry someone who lets you have a bite of their brownie, even when you said you weren’t hungry. Marry someone who laughs at the same things you do. Marry someone who kisses your nose on a cold day. Marry someone who you can watch Disney movies with. Marry someone who is proud of you whether you earn £5 a week or £5,000 a week. Marry someone who you can tell everything to. Marry someone who isn’t afraid or embarrassed to hold your hand in public. Marry someone who lets you take over when decorating a cake. Marry someone who you can spend the day in Ikea with without feeling stressed. Marry someone who wraps you up inside their coat in the winter. Marry someone who accepts your fears and phobias. Marry someone who gives you butterflies every time you hear their key in the door. Marry someone who you don’t always have to shave your legs for. Marry someone who accepts you all day every day, even when you don’t look or feel your best. Marry someone who puts three sugars in your tea, despite telling them “just the two”. Marry someone who doesn’t judge you when you eat your body weight in cookies. Marry someone who doesn’t make you want to check your phone, because you know they will reply. Marry someone who waits with you to get on the train. Marry someone who understands that you need to be alone sometimes. Marry someone who gets on well with your parents and isn’t uptight about family events. Marry someone who calms you down when you get mad about stupid stuff, and never tells you it’s “only stupid stuff”. Marry someone who makes you want to be a better person. Marry someone who makes you laugh. Marry someone who you love. Marry your soulmate, your lover, your best friend. ❞
- (via bl-ossomed)
❝ At 17, I should have been learning to drive a car, not hoping one would hit me. ❞
- Things I’m realising at 18. (via theyfoundusrunning)
I hope you all find someone who gives you cute names and tells you it’s adorable when you do embarrassing things and hugs you when it’s early in the morning and makes you feel like you have a whole disneyland fireworks show going off inside your body and never ever lets you go
☺️